11 Dec Shamanic healing
Question: For how long have you been aware of your ‘shamanic’ healing power?
Ratna Dewi:
Actually ever since I was a little girl I was a mystic at heart, I knew this deep inside but I got very confused about what I saw in this world because it didn’t match at all of how I intuitively knew what is possible for this life and humanity. I felt a deep hurt and disappointment inside and no one in my close environment didn’t see and feel what I was feeling or seeing. So I start to belief I wasn’t normal like the rest, I decided to close my heart to not feel the pain and pretending I was also a normal human being. I wanted to feel a sense of belonging but pretending didn’t change the way I felt inside. So after awhile I became deeply frustrated, depressed and couldn’t see a way out. Until a very dear friend and brother told me to go to a bookstore and pick 3 books without looking, just intuitively pick 3 books. So I did, the first was a book about dolphins, the second about yoga, and the third about the mystery of relationships. I never liked reading but now for the first time I was so excited to read these books… So many conformations, insights I got. This was when my spiritual journey opened up again. Where I was naturally connected with as a child, I now had to unlearn and undo all the ‘normal’ stuff I learned as a teenager, conditioned to belief that this was normal but the opposite is true.
I started to connect with my pain again but also with my ability to see beyond what we see as reality and the healing power that is within all beings. It was the beginning of the journey of loving myself as I am, with all its sensibilities, emotions, wisdom, love and power. Now 17 years later, I’m using these abilities for the benefit of all beings, to contribute to a new world. Once I lost hope, but now I know every sharing brings so much lightness, and I know it is my mission and to my delight to be at service and help mother earth in this transition time. Together with her I hold space. And sometimes I still can feel the deep hurt, the hurt of mother earth, but I will keep on standing for her and with her. I do whatever I can do in my environment to change the way we see ourselves and this life, to bring back beauty and the remembrance of our true nature.
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