12 May Matrix Game
Being back here in Europe after 8 months paradise is like stepping straight into battle field, the centre of the matrix game… nothing new for me here, yet the energies are getting more dense and chaos increasing. Police searching for me, to see if I am behaving well according to their game.
It is a tiring game, and my heart really goes out to those that have emerged themselves in the centre of the matrix game these last 2 years, and found a way to navigate through it all, keeping your heads above the water, making yourself invisible. It is easy to get caught up in it all, and before you know you are sucked into mud.
I can see this contrast very clearly now, coming freshly out of the South Pacific womb since one week now. But even in Mo’orea you can’t escape the matrix, it is everywhere, yet less dense. The Southern hemisphere of the planet is the lightest, especially the islands in the South Pacific. These are like the last ripple effects from the centre, the outer rings.
So those that choose to be in the centre, especially when you live in the city and have little access to wild nature, you will have to work hard to keep your heads above the water, its not for the faint of heart’s. Keep your eyes on the skies, keep your eyes on the infinite source… awareness is key, embodiment of the divine is a process that you have to dedicate yourself to if you want to keep yourself strong and alive… many people are dying, not only a physical death but they have died inside, in total fear and there is no aliveness anymore.
While I was walking in the city this week, I see more then 70 percent of the people like there is nobody home, the connection with their divine essence has become even further away. It is a bit scary, I must say, its like walking straight into a scary movie hologram 
Yes it is a shock coming from beautiful French Polynesian islands emerging into wild nature, 360 degrees all around, rejuvenation at its best, high vibrations and then landing in this muddy sticky mess. Seeing my daughter living in the city with her father, always inside the house, no nature, no fresh air…
I observe it all with a lot of love and compassion. 
Since I am back here I feel I have to put on my wonder woman costume 
ready for the battle field, also my skin and hair changes with more dry and harsh weather. While being in the South Pacific I feel like Moana, my mermaid spirit comes out, my skin soft and vibrant with a golden glow, my hair shining and curly from the sea water… I feel at my best and the most joyful! It’s like that moment that you can finally rest after being in the centre of the matrix… it’s like listening to high frequency music (nature sounds) after listening to heavy metal (which is lower frequency music)
ready for the battle field, also my skin and hair changes with more dry and harsh weather. While being in the South Pacific I feel like Moana, my mermaid spirit comes out, my skin soft and vibrant with a golden glow, my hair shining and curly from the sea water… I feel at my best and the most joyful! It’s like that moment that you can finally rest after being in the centre of the matrix… it’s like listening to high frequency music (nature sounds) after listening to heavy metal (which is lower frequency music)When you enter into this place it is the most fruitful moment, it is like spring/summer. So much aliveness and movement in collaboration with nature’s abundance. It is the most creative time…
It is all an interesting observation. In these times we are being asked to take really good care of ourselves. Keep your vibrations high 
All places, people and things that lower your vibration require from you a lot of self awareness, compassion, unconditional love and still I won’t recommend to stay in these lower frequencies fields for too long. Get your doses of sunlight, bathing in natural waters, do things and surround yourself with people that bring you joy, eat a healthy diet, fast once in awhile, keep your body moving, unplug electronic devices, use them only when you need them, keep things light, even if you are tired, rest whenever you need to, meditate and breathe consciously to calm your nervous system…
All places, people and things that lower your vibration require from you a lot of self awareness, compassion, unconditional love and still I won’t recommend to stay in these lower frequencies fields for too long. Get your doses of sunlight, bathing in natural waters, do things and surround yourself with people that bring you joy, eat a healthy diet, fast once in awhile, keep your body moving, unplug electronic devices, use them only when you need them, keep things light, even if you are tired, rest whenever you need to, meditate and breathe consciously to calm your nervous system…Take care everyone!
Love from the JewelHeart 
Some echoes from my last post; Thank you all for the reflections. It made me realize that there are some things that brought some extra attention to my awareness. And are important for me to share.
I saw some comments like; “Just keep on opening your heart… as long as your heart is open, you will be fine, home and peace is inside your own heart… nothing outside you can affect you…”
I like to bring some nuance to some of these statements. Life indeed will be so much better the more and more you open your heart, or better said when the divine is integrated in all of you, yet there is a nuance to it. Even though we have reached a certain level of spiritual embodiment, transcending the physical aspects is a false idea, such as disease, toxic food, toxic environment (lower vibrational places, people and things) etc etc… We can time travel and be in multiple dimensions. Yet the physical body is of this dimension and if we are denying this part by spiritual bypassing, we get ourselves in trouble. We have to honor our physical needs and keep our body healthy, on all levels emotionally, physically and spiritually… Even in nature you will see that the flower knows exactly what it needs to flourish, it needs water and sunlight, when she is exposed to lower vibrational fields (that is toxic for the flower) she will die. She will protect herself from harmful environments naturally. It doesn’t have to do anything with her heart being open or not.
The laws of nature simply apply to all living beings! 
I would never recommend to take any toxic foods, even if you could try to heal the food with your light. I would also not recommend to take the covid vaccine, as it will mess up completely with your immune system and more… I also don’t recommend you to stay in toxic environments and people. “Toxic” is everything that is in the lower vibrational fields and can harm you and even diminish your spiritual connection. You can try to test yourself how far you can go with this, but it could be a dangerous game to play…
The bottom line always is, once you have established a clear and clean connection with your soul, then all you have to do is to follow your inner guidance. The integration of so called good and bad is already inherent and merged in union within all aspects of your being… Your inner guidance will exactly navigate you to whatever is for the highest good of your soul evolution. It will be a very clear discernment and precise direction without any doubt. This is where we are walking in integrity and your life most likely gets very nuanced… there are certain things, people and places that are simply out of your radar. They may shortly pop up once in a while, but they are like travelers passing by in your field of awareness. These are for a good reason just short time visitors that have little to no influence.
When we are not in integrity with our soul we will end up longer then needed in certain situations that are not serving you. You will feel immediately or quite soon the negative effects, depending on how clean your connection is with your soul and body. Your body is your barometer of your own integrity.
So please dear friends, don’t compromise yourself and justify your disintegrity. I have chosen now to come back to Europe for my daughter but after one week my body is giving me signs, and some very painful ones. I know I have compromised myself too much, staying in the city inside the house, no fresh air, no nature, nothing… If some people have chosen this kind of life, it’s fine, I’m not here to judge your lives, just do whatever you need to do.
But how do you know what you really need?
Again it all comes down to knowing your soul, self awareness, divine integration/embodiment and integrity. 
You can shine your jewel light everywhere in this world, just be there where you shine the brightest! 
Just Listen! Thank you all for interacting, and sharing your hearts here. I appreciate all of you very much. 
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